Sunday, July 31, 2011

truthtruthsaytruth.

you've no reason to sleep over any longer, my body has lost it's warmth long ago
how dare you not notice and continue on
trying to wake the dead
I've got a demon in my mouth
he takes his escape down south and comes up when I try to breathe
he's done wrong to everyone I love
and boy is he just getting started
I can't go on, witnessing through tear-choked eyes what he does, unable to help
hands like old jazz songs
a body like a sailboat, using your breeze
run far far away from this boy, he's meant for nothing but to facilitate the collapse
branded long ago
a friend once told me I love too hard
I can't handle the aftermaths any longer, so submit me to the ground
numb me out
I'll take the demon any day over being let down again
it's almost orchestral
the crescendos rise and fall to a chemical beat
the way it disperses, slowly, my senses on fire
I am not me anymore
turn away from this
you can remember me in my words and my voice
this last decade was a fucking sham