I don't want to love like this anymore
because I can't handle it when it inevitably ends

you've convinced yourself I'm this terrible person that I never was.
to make it easier for you, because you believe liars, whatever.  I guess it doesn't matter anymore. 
you've given up, when I never gave up on you.
such a tragedy, all of it.  my mistakes, and yours.

I can't handle loving on this level and losing it on this level.  my heart cannot take it. 

you think whatever you want to now.  there are a thousand pictures with your smiles in them that tell the real story.  there are a million memories that tell the real story. 
I'll cherish those forever, and I'll hope you find what you're looking for,
and I'll love you forever.