Monday, January 20, 2014

meridian.

your flesh
mixing into mine like colored paints, slowly churning into each other
our lips dancing together with the excitement of not having each other's company in months
I hold you as you shudder while asleep, like you always do
I don't mind your sleeping sounds, because it means you exist
next to me
I feel complete again
like I can breathe with 100% of my lungs now

I love you more than my next breath
and I'll never let you down again

Friday, January 10, 2014

I don't want to love like this anymore
because I can't handle it when it inevitably ends

you've convinced yourself I'm this terrible person that I never was.
to make it easier for you, because you believe liars, whatever.  I guess it doesn't matter anymore. 
you've given up, when I never gave up on you.
such a tragedy, all of it.  my mistakes, and yours.

I can't handle loving on this level and losing it on this level.  my heart cannot take it. 

you think whatever you want to now.  there are a thousand pictures with your smiles in them that tell the real story.  there are a million memories that tell the real story. 
I'll cherish those forever, and I'll hope you find what you're looking for,
and I'll love you forever.